Performed by Mariana Weaver, Lulu Hassanein, Delaney Stewart, and Elizabeth Lentz at a concert of the New Contemporary Tonality Collective (2024)
Lyrics
every boy i have ever loved made a piece of me anew
that aches with my faults and sails with theirs
and after dozens of jigsaw puzzles given away and
accepted unwillingly i wonder if they would
still love the girl who debuted my heart
if they would even recognize her
if they would even try
if they even should
and sometimes i wonder why it matters to me
and sometimes i wonder if i'd ever like to meet her